Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Things I am learning about ME
I ran into someone lastnight at Wal-mart last night that didn't know that Mike had passed away. Now that was hard......I haven't faced that for a while. It was really harder on her than me. I felt so bad for her. I think I am finally learning that I don't mind being alone. I miss Mike terribly, but what can I do about it. Right, nothing except continue to be the best person I can be. I know I will be with him again, but for now I just need to endure to the end. I like doing things by myself. I go shopping and put things in my cart and then take them out. I walk thru stores and think to myself " I don't really want that or I really can't afford that. " It's kind of fun to make all my own decisions. (I don't always make the right one, but I mentally scold Mike for it because he died). The hard thing is I like to go out to eat sometimes, and I don't do that alone. Michael and I went out for supper last night and it was so nice. We went to the new mexican place down town and it is really good.
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3 comments:
Who was it?? just wondering. I'm glad your sharing more! I like to read your blog :) Love ya
We wondered if you would do this good after dad passed ( it would have been the same with him if you had passed.) We aslo know how hard it is without him we are here for you!!!!
Good blogging! keep it up!
It was Vicky Hildebrand from the 2nd ward. They moved away before Dad got sick and just came back a year ago.
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